▼TECKTONIK▼

hello fellow readers,

i have one of a kind story that was with me last night and it will stay with me until i am old.... when i was young i have a father until i was 6 when my father passed away, i did not know his voice but i just keep on hearing that he is a good person... but to lose someone i barely know it felt nothing but the thing is i lose a father and now i don't have a fatherly love anymore... and my teacher told me there is something with you or your family that is why i behave like a trouble kid nowadays... i was willing to change my attitude but it is just hard as people keep on torturing me with their words... but soon i will learn that i wont need to care about words that hurts your feelings nomether what the say you just have to know you are what you are and don't change that... i am no longer going to hide under my friends shadow is time i have to pull up my pants and put my fist high... there is nobody could hurt me anymore... i love my family but its not really the 'perfect' family i have but it is good that i have them as they will help you when you drown in your sorrow and loneliness is just powerful to have them... please treat your family as they are the most important thing in the world than anyone, your bestfriend/boy&girlfriends/studies... once you lose one you will find it hard to be apart of your family anymore... so create the bond now.... i have this uneasy feeling when i meet my friends as they were actually some part of my family as i have this whole in my heart after my father's death... they filled me up always and i appreciate that... i care for everyone who cares about me... THANKS FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL... that is what i wanted to say...
thanks for reading and pls do tagg okay =]